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Text : Un; Caster (some awful hour of the night, pre-event)

[colchismagecraft]

[Caster had been doing a lot of...thinking, recently- her last post to the network attested to that. And as she often did when she was thinking too much, her mind went back to the Grail War. Whether she could have done anything different, if Archer showed any signs he would betray her-...wait a moment. Something didn't add up.]

am i supposed to believe you were trying to kill your past self the entire time

[unknowntodeath]

Good evening to you too, Caster.

[He's not surprised by what she says not the hour they're said. He was wondering when she'd realize what went on in the war.]

Yes. I betrayed Rin because she used a command seal on me that stopped me from attacking him.

[Simple as that.]

[colchismagecraft]

then
you were using my power and my noble phantasm

just for your own whims

so you could destroy your past self


what were you possibly hoping to get out of this farce
???

[As someone who, despite all her hardships, had fought with everything she had to live her happy life- she couldn't make sense of his ridiculous plan.]

[unknowntodeath]

What do you think would have happened had I successfully destroyed Shirou Emiya?

I wanted to stop myself from ever coming into existence. To stop myself from becoming a counter guardian or a heroic spirit. The things I regretted the most.

tw suicide mention

[colchismagecraft]

then this was some overly elaborate plan to destroy yourself
or at least the you that would come into being

if it were me
if i had the chance to go back and confront my naive past self before she could be twisted into a witch


i doubt i would choose to kill the girl